Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Memories For My Kids- age 30

To My Child(ren):
-Aiden age: 15 months

...I'm your mom and i am 30 (seems old doesn't it)...

...I still put you to bed almost every night and when i do i whisper "your mommy loves you" those words are spoken alot and i mean them more every day...

...you  have grown into quite a busy little toddler, playing outside is your favorite thing...

...when i get ready i often find you right there in the bathroom with me, you're always trying to crawl on top of the toilet...

...you get into EVERYTHING, it saddens me to say this but i do yell or snap at you more than i would like to admit...

...there are nights after I've put you to bed, I will go into your room pick you up hold you close and rock you for only a few moments,  because I miss you and love you so very much...

...at my weakest moments (which I do have... ) your smile makes me realize there is more to my life then what I'm dealing with emotionally...

...this year my hair is the longest it's every been during my adult life, I think it attracts you... Haha

...I secretly love that you give me your "grabby hands" because you want me over anyone else...

...I let you hand me dishes out of the dishwasher, we haven't broken anything yet...



I feel so blessed and lucky to be your mom, i will never be able to put into words just how much i love you. I've always wanted to be a mother and it truly is my most favorite job i have ever had. I LOVE YOU.

XOXO -Mom